Alright, now that I got that out there I have something else I would like to say.
Something cool happened to me. Yeah, something interesting actually happened. A spiritual change you could say. I had a lot of food for thought recently and I have been eating it non-stop. It made me think about myself as an individual; my spiritual walk. What point am I at? And I decided to face myself. No more deception, no more pretending. It's time I start to do something with my life instead of wasting it on things that are temporary, you know? So here is my resolution that I have come to:
Read the Bible more often; seriously, I open that Book once every few weeks. I want to read it, but I just can't seem to sit down and READ, you know? And then I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to admit that I wasn't doing something I knew I should be doing. I was lying to myself. Well, no more. It's time I fess up and just throw myself at His feet and read that wonderful Book.
Prayer. I did this like a robot, I wont lie. Every night I mumble under my breath a little prayer. Not even thinking. Why? It was so pointless. Who said I can only pray at night and mealtimes? Then there was another wall I erected. Another wall I chose to ignore. Communing with Him is another important thing I neglected recently. The past few months have been so stagnant and boring. School was such a chore. All I wanted to do was throw it aside and play video games. But not anymore. School is school, and prayer is prayer. I should give them both my respect and time. I should give them my all. So now I will be doing school and prayer regularly, and efficiently. No more halfheartedness.
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That's my heart. Sorry for the serious post. But I think my Dear Readers deserve to know the answer to the common question, "What's up?"
What's up :)
ReplyDeletelove you bro, thanks for sharing. lets talks more soon
Awesome post. It's great to hear that you've decided to get serious about following Jesus. I've just been hearing so many stories recently about how God is stirring up people to leave the comfortable and walk with him, it just makes me so excited. I think one of the things that God has shown me recently is that my relationship with him can't just be about me trying to do the 'right things' in order to please him. It has to be about surrender, about letting God fill me with his strength. I'm so perverse and messed up that if God doesn't give me the power of his Spirit, there's no way that I'm going to follow him. Our relationship with Jesus isn't something we can sustain. It has to be God all the way.
ReplyDeleteI miss you guys and I'll be praying for you.
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DeleteAhahaha, thanks bro, I really need all the prayer I can get. I'll write another post about my thoughts later. But for now, I say thanks. I'll be praying for you too! I am the MASTER COMMANDER!