ThatDepressedKidInTheCorner

No, I haven't started smoking.

I like to refer to myself that way sometimes. Ever since school started all I do is school and laze around. Sure we are cleaning up the apartment and preparing for a garage sale, but I am missing something. Yeah, Dear Readers, if you have read my previous posts then you know what this is.

Another bout of spiritual depression.

For the same reasons. This time I feel like I am letting the last of my childhood slip away. Not sure why. I am doing all the things I want to do. But we all know the real reason. I need to start reading my Bible...Again. School is the only real thing happening. My teachers this year are actually very good. They all inspire me to read my Bible...Which I shall start doing. I think I'll start in John and work my way through the epistles. Good. Now that that is settled I need to go do...Nothing? Is it healthy to WANT to do nothing? Maybe as a 17 year old...But what if I still feel the same way when I turn 25? Ahhh, well.