
For some reason I have this festering thought in my head. Why on Earth should I study and work hard just for something temporary? Let's say I do work hard and even get a masters in something like computer engineering. Then what? Spend 6 years pouring over books and tests just to get a piece of paper that tells the world, "I did something!" Then when you die and pass away you might as well light that piece of paper on fire and throw it in the ocean cause it only applies to yours truly. I don't want that. Sure, I secure my "financial future," but as Christians who wants "financial security?" Don't we already have it in Jesus?
"Oh wait Missingnomer! God empowers us to do the work to get that financial security that He provides us!"
~Unknown, Random, and Good-Hearted Christian
You have your points Dear Readers. But I don't want to waste my time doing something I don't want to do. I'd rather waste it doing things I want to do. Isn't that so selfish of me? Indeed, for the past couple of weeks I have been as lost as a stray child in Wal-Mart (SPONSOR!). But I am coming back. Slowly but surely God still has His hand in my life. It just seems like I need to put in the effort to make things...I don't know, MEAN more. I view school and work as something that is monotonous and a huge waste of time. Why work and stress over this stuff when you are just going to die 50 years from now anyway? I'd rather just do something that is worth my time. But alas, I find it hard to even read the Bible. So here I am wondering what on Earth to do with myself. Maybe I can just wing it and grow my own food.....

I know, as a Christian I am new creation, right? Not really. Yes, you have been reborn, but your old self is still very much alive too. How can I prove that? Your heart is still beating when you become a Christian, right? (Unless you died right after repenting, which doesn't sound so bad actually) Your old, sinful self is still very much alive. So now you have a choice. As Christians we have two choices in life that determine whether or not we have a God fulfilling life or not (I am still trying to see the benefits in a God fulfilled life, obviously). Live in the new? Or live in the old. The choice is yours. It always has been. For me? I don't even know anymore.
Maybe this is just another good reason to read my Bible....
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